Saturday, May 21, 2016

No one but you, Daddy

The day I saw the world, I was looking out for you, Daddy.

When you hold me in your arms, I feel so safe, Daddy.

Every time I heard anyone be loud or rude to me, I used to run to you, Daddy.

There were nightmares and I found it hard to sleep, I used to dig into your arms to feel safe, Daddy.

When I used to throw tantrums, I knew only you would bear with me, for those days, sorry, Daddy.

The day I left home to see the world right into its eye, I realized immediately, there is no one more caring but you, Daddy.

I tried to be strong and stand firm, but found myself hurt, tired and wear down, then I remembered you, Daddy.

You always knew what I would want and gave me everything on time, how did you manage that, Daddy?

You never wanted me to repeat your mistakes and you tried your best to instill your experience in me, however I did as per my whims and whenever I was in trouble, I called for you, Daddy.

Inspite of being angry on my mistakes you always came to my rescue, dear Daddy.

When I knew that no one will ever understand me, I knew who will, and it was you, Daddy.

I was a wanderer and explorer and wanted to fly, and who gave me wings? It was you, Daddy.

When I do anything in life and want someone to be proud of me, be it only one person who thinks I am right, it is only you, Daddy.

When I think of home, it is the home that you have given me, Daddy. 

Saturday, February 27, 2016

A Brilliant Companionship

The thought of "being in love" was much more beautiful to her than love itself. Because, her thoughts could be fed as much as her soul wanted it to grow. But a Profound, deep and a selfless love that she always dreamt about and which she rarely found was because people including herself were at most times blinded by the desires which fade the colour of love before it has completely blended and settled.

“Love has to make you feel free,” she thought.

And then, when she found Love, she was completely submerged in it and she knew that the companionship set forth by this love is because her soul was at peace and she felt powered to the extent that no negativity could ever touch it. There was a change in her that all that she could see, smell, hear and touch was purity. There was complete brilliance set forth by it.

It drove her towards gratification of her companion.

But there was still no point of admitting that to her companion because, the feelings held by those thoughts would lose their value once they were put to words.

So all she could do was to "be in love."

Thursday, October 29, 2015

To you..

To the person who taught me how to smile openly!

To the person who taught me the value of present!

To the person who opened me like the book which goes is never noticed...

To the person who made my life full of colours so vibrant...

To the person who told me how flaws are uniqueness in you...

To the person who taught me to draw the line...

To the person who makes me calm when I lose it...

To the person I say jinx to most often these days (even in thoughts and texts)...

To the person who knows the real me...

To the memories that we created on the canvas of lives most precious moments..

To the one who I can look upto any time and almost all times...

To the one who is like the wind to my sails, if life is synonymous with a sailboat...

To the one who put my troubles aside and treated them with empathy because that one knew what it pain it caused to me...

To the one I can be completely crazy with.

Completely. Period.

To the one, I did say thanks 😊...!

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

A pinch of magic!

The dark shadows made it shine brighter than usual.

Oh how could I not see the stardust sparkle?

In life you do find angels who aways guide you rightly and are capable of putting you at perfect places.
The moment you know that you don't know, they know what is best for you. It's strange. It's like a strange miracle. But then the Creator has His own way of saying He watches over you.

Today is special day for my angel and I would like to say that it's miraculous that you appeared in my life all of a sudden and you knew perfectly what I meant even when I didn't mean any words that I spoke of. And you knew that path well for me which would make me happy.

For a soul which loves to wander, there is some place it can go back to. Some place where it knows it belongs to with open hands and some place where angels exist.

To the calmness we share.

Sunday, October 18, 2015

The inevitable truth.

The inevitable truth that takes you in the moment when you have just forgotten it.
It takes you from this time-bound world to a time-free world. A world unseen to the alive. I wonder if the world which we live in is a dream or illusion of existence of the soul. The soul when completes it's tasks as written in the sacred tablet, it has to leave the means to survive in this world (the body, human ties, everything 'materialistic').

The loss of my uncle, last week, left me so stunned that I could hardly believe that he has completed his stay in the world and left for the other life. He was a man of discipline and so true to his profession. He was a great father.
I remember from my memory of him, he loved rasgullas (sweets) and I still remember how he used to tell us to have them too.
I will always pray for him that he is blessed with Jannat ul Firdaus.

I see, now, life is beautiful if you give it to the service of your fellow men, if you try not to harm anyone with word or with power and if you have the courage to forgive and forget quickly. Have a fulfilling life here and trust Almighty who knows what's best for you.

Be thankful always - gratitude is an attitude.

Every moment is precious, never ever lose it.

With highest regards to my dear Uncle. Thank you for all the lessons through you.

May Allah grant you Jannat ul firdaus. Ameen.

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Between Twilights

Between twilights is my soul wandering

It sees only hope of light rays to come the next morning

But in vain and pain and as yet no gain

There is restlessness in my soul because it sees no hope as darkness sets in

Was it my mistake or was it the lost heart at stake

It looks like there is someone out there, but this haze makes me see nothing yet haze

The haze that only disturbs my soul

I feel someone just left my hand someone who was so close

The separation was so painful that I feel extracted of my own soul

“How long has it been? “asked the pain,

It has been years but the longing remains

This twilight is so long that it ends not

Slowly my own shadow is leaving me too

I don’t know what to do, when I think of calling I don’t even remember the name

I felt my soul call the name, slowly, but there was just so much of vacuum around that it rarely heard my soul

If only he knew that restlessness was because of him

Maybe he would have turned back to see how I was dying without him

The stars were out to see my bare pale face

My dried lips and hopeful teary eyes race

My hands hand no power but still they were raised in prayer

I couldn’t stand any longer my knees were tired and sore

All I knew was my God knew that I was in extreme pain

“Heal me O God, Heal me!”

“Please help me stand the pain is too bad”

Tears were flowing, the pain wasn’t relieved

In hope of the next twilight in the morning, my soul breathed away!

Sunday, August 23, 2015

If Only!

If asked
I did say yes

If asked
I did move myself towards

If asked
I did let you know

If asked
I did tell you about all those nights I cried

If asked
I did see into your eyes and you will know

If asked
I did tell you how quiet my heart was without you

If asked
I did tell you every wave reminded me of you

If asked
I did tell you about sleepless nights which the moon witnessed

If asked
I did show you every memory of yours which is safe in me

If asked
I did not tell you anything at all

If asked
I did smell your collar and recall

If asked
I did hold your hands and not let you go

If asked
I did tell you why I speak only if asked

If asked
I did tell you how much I missed the familiarity

If asked
I did tell you I have not felt alive in years now

If asked
I did say I did always love you

If only you asked!