...And you smiled because you knew....

I looked at the smile and I knew what they held…
They wanted to say that it is not the same as you felt…

But I do respect every word of what you have just said…

The sanity in the smile said everything…
It assured me that you are not the one for me…

And the best was yet to come it is too quick to foresee…

The words said were safe within you
they will stay as long the stars remain in dew...

You asked me to breathe it out,
.. but I wish that you knew, it was choking me throughout…

If only you were concerned for me
..but the concern was to just feel free..

That the reason for my pain wasn’t you…
and the castle that fell, was not because of you…

You know not I don’t blame
and I know that this castle was lost in rain

For there is only loss and no gain
If someday you feel my pain

You may run back in the memory lane…
But I know that you are not like me any sane..

So just close the chapter and begin writing a new one again!

 

The Moonset!

Haphazard Survival

I saw it when it didn’t exist
I read it when it wasn’t written

The brightness blinded me
the noises deafened me

The way I was running for survival was so haphazard
I could barely feel that it was on a shattered glass path

I stood by for a moment and to the crispness I stared
It was just it and its glare

It was a tree on the path and I had to instantly stop
for its colours, fragrance and shade were bliss to a heedless traveller like me

I sat down the shade only to realize, my feet has sores which would heal a day
But only to leave the scars as the pain fades away

I felt the sharp pain, this time in my soul
How did I forget my ulterior goal?

The instant-unpredicted rain got me some peace
that Someone was monitoring me when I was keeping with the world’s pace

The Someone knew what I needed the most
The Someone provided me with everything at the right moments utmost almost

I relaxed under the tree and spoke to my Soul
I felt I could draw a pattern with the events which were over and done

I turned behind to just see, that it was not the shattered glass on the previous road
I was mistaken to take the wrong path for which a traveller like me was not adorned

I thought, there couldn’t have been a better destiny than mine
I had to just correct my assessments with what got me Peace of mind

I had a nap under the beautiful tree,
woke up and felt so free

Began with the journey anew, feeling satisfied and I knew
Few memories that just flew were like dew

There will be many more created like a magic spell en route
but this time just to keep peace in my root (soul)!

I packed my things up and wore my shoes and tying the laces I knew
This is a new beginning which is given to a very few

And I looked up to the path ahead,
and took the path that I chose with all the faith as I rose.

One Day!

I know you love me....but I hope you did say that One day...

The wait is painful and the dawn unsure!

I may have walked miles to meet you for I hope...
But is this possible whispers to me in a echo...?

Only the 'Cupid' named Fate can change this destiny..speaks my soul...

My hope is what I see in your eyes and I know you won't ever let me down..

I sometimes know not what to say... but to see you...

Because you make my heart miss a beat...

It then takes your name..because it knows it needs you to beat!

You know how important you are and you know everything else too..

And One Day I shall say it all looking into your eyes and holding my breath too...

Just that One Day we can't sleep for the reality is far better than the dreams we see...:)!!!

Silence!

There is some silence in the waves of the sea.
There is some silence in the drops of rain pouring.

There is some silence in this world of mine.
There is some place where there is no need of mine.

Behaving like a funambulist I hold my concentration tight.
Leading on this way I don't find you on the other side.

Some dreams seem shattered and others in no hope to touch my sleep.
I was so lost in my only battle that it seems like ages it has been. I have lost the capability to hear to my heart reasons many which led to this start.

Where do I look for those colours and how do I fill them in?

What scares me more is the fact that if I delay some other colours may fill the canvas of my life and all the shades that I wanted would never be on that page.

May be someday I adjust to see those colours but definitely they are not something I planned.

 

SomeOne I know

Duh!

When I am like a..a..a..
Duh! You make me nervous!

When I make a call it is like why.. why.. why..
Duh! You are being missed!

When I see you it is like blink.. blink.. blink..
Duh! You are in my thoughts!

When I try to speak my heart it is like discuss.. discuss.. discuss..
Duh! You must just know what I feel!

When I hold my breath it is like speak.. speak.. speak..
Duh! You sedate me!

When I say I miss you it is like yeah.. yeah.. yeah..
Duh! You not being around kills me!
                           
When I write almost always about you.. you.. you..  
Duhhhh! I am in love with you!

You let me be me! :)